I am having one of those days where nothing seems to be right and I am overly critical of EVERYTHING. I find myself reading status updates, headlines and other things only to mentally judge, questions and correct. I seriously had to stop looking at my phone at one point because everything that came into my head was negative and, at times, downright mean. Why? I am not sure why these days of grumpiness creep up. I have no reason to be grumpy. No reason to be judgmental or negative. But I am. It is like I think I, the almighty Katie, can, and would, do it better. But, would I? Isn't that why I sit back and judge? It's much easier to judge and put down than to put myself out there and fail. I think that is why I am too quick to critique. Quick to correct. Quick to judge. Because that is easy. I don't like to fail. I don't like to know someone else can do it better than me. So, let's not even try? Yep. That is how I protect myself.
But I also have to wonder what I am missing by not trying, not putting myself out there. My only hope is that I can get up the courage ... one of these days.
